Baby, in our wildest moments, we could be the greatest, we could be the greatest. Baby, in our wildest moments, we could be the worst of all

my brother and his wife move to wales tomorrow so tonight we're throwing a surprise party it has a beach theme because they'll be living near the beach

the only decorations we could find however are quite tropical in their design which doesn't quite fit in with the pembrokeshire coast i must say..for example i'm sure that there are no indigenous parrots on that coast, i'm just saying

but it's the best we could do because we don't exactly live close enough to the beach to just wander into a shop and buy some beach tat

Lyrics: wildest moments / jessie ware

Because they've got years of experience we're living in a den of thieves rummaging for answers in the pages we're living in a den of thieves and it's contagious and it's contagious

so my brother and sister in law are moving to wales in september and they decided to have a leaving get together as i only turned 18 in december it was my first time going out in town and they said i could bring a friend with me

we went to this bar first that was very loud and mainly played britpop music it was all right i just sat there talking with my friend

the second bar played like 40s and 50s and 60s music and everyone was doing this mad funny dancing and they gave out free sweets and the toilets like had philosophical crap scrawled all over them i preferred it so much more to the first club

but the problem was more my brother's friends there's this one that i've known for years and he wanted to me to dance and i didn't want to and neither did my friends and they pestered us for a while and it wound me up and i'd been in a bad mood all day so i got upset but once they stopped it was fine

although the other guy, his friend, wouldn't drop it with my friend but hey persistence paid off he left with her number hahaha

Lyrics: us / regina spektor

We've had this conversation so many times before and I know that you are tired of the same questions but maybe if I keep asking them the sounds from your mouth will form words that I want to hear

going to edinburgh on tuesday..getting the train at about 12, then we're going for a meal that evening..the next day we have a full day in edinburgh and at 9.30 we're going on a ghost tour ;) bit nervous about that haha my opinions on ghosts change depending on who i'm around but i'm easily scared..we're going out for cocktails afterwards then we go home on the thursday

yeah overall i'm looking forward to it, it should be gooood better than sitting in all day

then on the saturday we're going out in town because my brother and his wife are moving away and it's like their leaving do, they've said i can bring a friend so it should be all right :)

Lyrics: this conversation / the submarines

And I keep looking for that blindfold faith lighting candles to a cynical saint who wants the last laugh at the fly trapped in the windowsill tape you can go right out of your mind trying to escape from the panicked paradox of day to day if you can't understand something then it's best to be afraid

it's my first day off work in agessss because i've got my english literature exam tomorrow (let's not talk about that) and i am so happy i'm just having a nice relaxed chilled out day i might write later i might not who knows the world is my oyster

down side is my brother and his wife are coming over later on..ysee she did a degree in graphic design and that's like her dream job and she's struggled getting proper jobs in it she finally got one but they won't offer her a pay rise and she went to wales to see a friend the other week and they saw a job being advertised in pembroke and she applied for it and got the job so chances are they'll be moving to pembrokeshire fairly soon which is weird but not that bad for me because i'll be an hour and a half away from them when i go to uni

but basically they're coming over to 'discuss it with us' and my other brother and my father aren't happy about the idea of them moving at all i can't help but feel like they wouldn't be so bothered if i wasn't going to uni this year as well, it's like in one go two of his children / siblings are moving away..i kind of get it but they've talked about moving to somewhere quieter before, it's been their goal to start a family somewhere nicer..oh i don't know i'm just not as bothered about it as i could be basically because in the end i'll be nearer to them..and i quite like the idea of having them closer

Lyrics: classic cars / bright eyes

It's been two years since I let you go I couldn't listen to a joke or rock'n'roll muscle cars drove a truck right through my heart on my birthday you sang me a heart of gold with a guitar humming and no clothes this time I'm not leaving without you

i've had quite a nice weekend all things considered..a bit lazy sure but why not? i've dyed my hair today it doesn't look that much different but a little bit lighter, and i've painted my nails like a slytherin green and now my brother and sister in law have come over for a barbeque tea and i'm quite relaxed about anything for the first time in a while i'm not that bothered that i have college tomorrow, i'm quite satisfied with how things have gone tbh

Lyrics: you and i / lady gaga

Destruction leads to a very rough road but it also breeds creation and earthquakes are to a girl's guitar they're just another good vibration and tidal waves couldn't save the world from Californication

today i went to an antiques fair with my two brothers and sister in law (plus her mother sister and her sister's husband)

we and my oldest brother had to get up at 8 because the other brother was picking us up at 9, so i had a really early start today and i'm tired now haha then we drove to the antiques fair

it was being held in a football stadium, and it was packed full of stores selling all sorts i'm not convinced they were all antiques or make that absolutely certain they weren't antiques haha but i didn't mind so much i like things like that anyway

the only problem were the serious collectors who take things very seriously and are intimidating with their in depth knowledge of what you're buying..that put me on edge a little i felt like i should try haggling when i bought things but there was no point really i don't regret spending what i did

i bought a tin and three brooches, spending £15 in all..pretty chuffed with what i bought too

£3 brooch



£4 brooch

£2 brooch

£6 tin

inside of tin and the little key which came with it

branding on bottom of tin

i'm really looking forward to going to the next fair haha they're really fascinating places that sell some interesting things, hopefully i'll have more money to spend this time because i've spent most of my last paycheque on my haircut, hair dye and paying back a friend for a train ticket haha

after the fair we went for a pub lunch which was nice and i had a lovely chocolate fudge cake for dessert then i came home and napped and read some more suetonius and watched britain's got talent and wrote more of the next chapter of 'star rising'

Lyrics: californication / red hot chili peppers

wishing and hoping and thinking and praying

"it is impossible not to love someone who makes toast for you" 

i love this man. when me and my family were talking about who we would most like to be stuck on a desert island with, i said him. he could cook for me and we could talk. that's all i want to do is talk to him. i got his autobiography for christmas and i love it.

then my sister in law said that i couldn't sleep with him. i wasn't really bothered by this but she thought it was a big deal so i added duncan from blue to my island.

Lyrics: wishing and hoping / dusty springfield