I met a singer singing songs sat in that doorway I belonged with him just talking he was so beautiful there in my dreams I left my heart and my memories

sorry i haven't updated a) this blog and b) my story for ages, i went on holiday last saturday to angelsey where i had literally no internet access for over a week -.-

it was an eventful holiday, to say the least probs not the best holiday i've ever had, my granddad died on tuesday. my grandmother wanted us to stay on holiday though, but naturally it muted things a little bit. then i caught some kind of stomach bug and was ill for a few days.

i'm home now though, taking it easy..my cat veers from forgiving me for leaving her alone for a week and being all cute and nuzzly and then savaging my leg as a punishment

Lyrics: 30 minute love affair / paloma faith

We've had this conversation so many times before and I know that you are tired of the same questions but maybe if I keep asking them the sounds from your mouth will form words that I want to hear

going to edinburgh on tuesday..getting the train at about 12, then we're going for a meal that evening..the next day we have a full day in edinburgh and at 9.30 we're going on a ghost tour ;) bit nervous about that haha my opinions on ghosts change depending on who i'm around but i'm easily scared..we're going out for cocktails afterwards then we go home on the thursday

yeah overall i'm looking forward to it, it should be gooood better than sitting in all day

then on the saturday we're going out in town because my brother and his wife are moving away and it's like their leaving do, they've said i can bring a friend so it should be all right :)

Lyrics: this conversation / the submarines

You say you want a revelation well revel in this my lover you're free at liberty is this what you want sometimes I wonder

yay i've got a new laptop

i'm really pleased with it! i can now play the sims and not worry about it being slow because of the graphics i like because it's got lovely clear crisp graphics so yayyyy i'm happy

i know that it's supposed to be for university work, but, it's still the holidays and i can make my sims fight mummies in egypt

Lyrics: hall of mirrors / the distillers

I want love to forget that you offended me or how you defended me when everybody tore me down yeah and I want love to change my friends to enemies change my friends to enemies and show me how it's all my fault

i think it's warm outside? i can't be sure because i'm in all day now it's the holidays the only chance i have to actually experience true weather is when i go to work and then i'm always unpleasantly surprised by how warm it is considering i dress for winter when i'm having a lazy day

Lyrics: love interruption / jack white

Some men crave women and some men crave gold some folks die too young and some die too old some just want to pass time with liquor and cards some work to the top and then some don't get far boy decide boy decide you're too old to fuck around and too young to die time to try life on for size

i've been discussing the trip to edinburgh i'm taking in july because i don't know what clothes to take :( not good i found out i get paid this friday and that's the last payday before we go to edinburgh it's so unfortunate

gah i don't know what to takeee

Lyrics: boy decide / murder by death

I loved you then as I loved you still though I put you on a pedestal you put me on the pill I don't feel bad about letting you go I just feel sad about letting you know

just been discussing our trip to edinburgh with my friend :) i'm looking forward to it now in my own way should be good..just need to get my exams over and done with first haha

Lyrics: a new england / kirsty maccoll

Now I'm relieved to hear that you've been to some far out places it's hard to carry on when you feel all alone now I've swung back down again it's worse than it was before if I hadn't seen such riches I could live with being poor

had a good bank holiday weekend :) went out shopping on saturday spent nearly all of my last pay cheque then that night i went out w/ my friends and got pleasantly drunk and then i had a lazy day on sunday, a family barbeque last night and today we went to this village that had roman ruins and a museum and we had lunch in this lovely village pub

ahhhh it's been nice and i'm not in college now so yeah i'm going to be writing like crazyyy

Lyrics: sit down / james

If someone said three years from now you'd be long gone I'd stand up and punch them out because they're all wrong and that last kiss I'll cherish until we meet again and time makes it harder I wish I could remember but I keep your memory you visit me in my sleep my darling who knew

i feel so crappy atm i can't wait for college to be over..i actually have a cold or something it's one of those where you just feel nauseous every time you move but you can't be sick aside from that i feel all right but i'm just so tired and i can't concentrate on college work i just want to have nothing to worry about but my cat cupcakes stories reality television and work

that's it that's all i want

Lyrics: who knew / pink

So what happens when you lose everything you just carry on and with a grin sing for all that your life has to bring and just get yourself back into the ring knock us out



glass mosaic at herculaneum

Lyrics: accident and emergency / patrick wolf

She said I love you boy I love you so she said I love you baby oh oh oh oh she said I love you more than words can say she said I love you baby

the last day started a lot earlier because we had to be out of the hotel by half seven..i found ants on the bathroom floor which was disgusting they were all over the balcony too and it was horrible so i was glad it was the last night

hardly anyone ate breakfast because they'd all reached that point where they thought 'there's no point anymore i'm going home'

we kind of offended the hotel because no one wanted to take their packed lunches and the manager like chased us with them so we had to take them but everyone threw them away at the airport

we had a delay so we sat around for a while before we could check in. security was easier in naples but it was also more strict like more people were searched than back home

the departure lounge was nicer, it was actually quite posh but more expensive than at home me and H bought chocolate and iced tea and crisps and we agreed to sit next to each other on the plane because i needed someone to distract me

the flight was nicer, more turbulance but it went by faster i slept for a bit then me and H played a game where it was like colin firth or hugh grant (colin firth, if you're interested) and that took up the rest of the flight in between eating junk food and discussing T's bad mood

then we were back in england..the landing was much better than the first one and our college actually applauded and you could see the other people on the plain going 'wtf why are they applauding??' which was odd considering a lot of the people on the plane had flown with us on the first flight too

first thing i ate in england was a bacon sandwich and i was just kind of glad to be at home with my family again, now i kind of miss italy because at least in italy i didn't have to go to work or college haha

Lyrics: she said / plan b

Skipping beats blushing cheeks I am struggling daydreaming bed scenes in the corner cafe

as much as i complained about having a day off i'm now hating college and wish i was off again..

i don't actually understand the work that i am doing at the moment, two of my subjects make no sense (and i want to study one of them at university) and the other is all right but it could be better

to make things worse i have 2 weeks and then i find out my results, i bet i have failed completely would not surprise me at all

Lyrics: goodnight and go / imogen heap

Some say I'll be better without you but they don't know you like I do or at least the sides I thought I knew

i've got like 3 weeks before i go to pompeii

it's weird :(

there's like a proper rush on to buy things and pack lmao and that decision, hand or hold luggage? big decisions

Lyrics: he won't go / adele

I can't tell you how to live your life but I know how to live mine

Everyone on my Facebook friends list is planning holidays to malia and magaluf this year and me and my friends are going to Edinburgh I suppose in some ways that is abroad haha

But seriously I wouldn't go to those places they really don't appeal to me at all... I'd rather go somewhere with a load of history about it, history is my life in a lot of ways, I mean granted Knossos isn't far from malia but would I want to stay in malia itself? No. No, I wouldn't...

In better news, great British Bake off and pizza for tea, can't complain

Lyrics: boy in a rock and roll band / the pierces

Pass me that lovely little gun my dear my darling one

Just applied for an EHIC for Pompeii

Lyrics: o children / nick cave and the bad seeds