Baby, in our wildest moments, we could be the greatest, we could be the greatest. Baby, in our wildest moments, we could be the worst of all

my brother and his wife move to wales tomorrow so tonight we're throwing a surprise party it has a beach theme because they'll be living near the beach

the only decorations we could find however are quite tropical in their design which doesn't quite fit in with the pembrokeshire coast i must say..for example i'm sure that there are no indigenous parrots on that coast, i'm just saying

but it's the best we could do because we don't exactly live close enough to the beach to just wander into a shop and buy some beach tat

Lyrics: wildest moments / jessie ware

How you see me how you see me you say that you can see me but I can't see you looking anymore how you know me how you know me you saying that you know me but I don't see us talking anymore

i went to that fancy dress party last night i went as a crap / slightly slutty audrey hepburn..it wasn't as bad as i was expecting i did end up sat on my own for a while but i didn't really mind i had three pints of cider and enjoyed watching everybody else making a tit of themselves on the dancefloor

i was pretty drunk by the time i got home though i tried to climb the stairs like they were a mountain and my mum had to put me to bed i can't really handle alcohol

and today i went out for a meal with my family because it's father's day and we went shopping as well i bought a couple of necklaces a cardigan some earrings..i also went shopping with my mother yesterday and bought a few things it's been a good weekend basically

Lyrics: open up your arms / ren harvieu

Picture fresh as water clear days have passed without you here street lights dancing on the dark across the park waiting from a word from you waiting for a sign or two footsteps on the city ground you know the sound

so i've got that fancy dress party on saturday..i'm going as a crap audrey hepburn and i don't want to go i've got nothing against the people going they're just not my best friends and that unnerves me a little because i don't know what to do like who to spend time with etc because i'll just feel like a hanger on

but that said it's not like i'll ever have to see them again once the party is over which begs the question why the fuck am i going?

Lyrics: brother sparrow / agnes obel

Shiny floor slippery feet lights are dim my eyes can't meet the reflection that turns my images upside down so I can't see think you know everything you really don't know nothing I wish that you were more intelligent so you could see that what you are doing is so shitty to me

why would your wear your mother's wedding dress to a party? why? i don't get some people there's being fun and quirky and then there's wearing your mother's wedding dress

Lyrics: dickhead / kate nash

Do you still feel younger than you thought you would by or darling have you started feeling old yet don't worry I'm sure that you're still breaking hearts with the efficiency that only youth can harness

i got a surprise before a guy in my classics class invited me to his 18th..wasn't expecting it haha we talk a little but not so much but it was a pleasant surprise

it's fancy dress, movie themed which is bloody awkard for me haha i don't really watch films i'm too picky about them so i'm instantly stumped at what to go as

i considered rosemary from rosemary's baby because of my hair but then i was like i'm not blonde and it's not instantly recognisable

so we'll see

Lyrics: love is a laserquest / arctic monkeys

Late dawns and early sunsets just like my favourite scenes then holding hands and life was perfect just like upon the screen and the whole time while always giving counting your face amongst the living

oh yeah and i went to that party on saturday it was actually all right i was so surprised

i guess that 4 pints of cider and shots helped hahaha but yeah once i'd had something to drink i was okay tbh it was a miracle i got served i mean i am 18 but i forgot my i.d. and none of my friends could get served i was the only one who managed it w/o i.d. so i guess that the barmaids must have thought i was a right pisshead by the end of the night because i had to buy everyone's drinks for them

in total i must have bought like 8 pints of cider 3 jack daniels + cokes 4 rounds of shots and a wkd but i didn't drink all of it i suppose getting progressively more and more drunk every time i went back to the bar didn't help their impression of me

then i kept on spilling the drinks and did crazy enthusiastic dancing and sang a lot and kept on wanting to go to sleep on the toilet and fell off the sofa when i got home but all in all it was a good night

i even managed to avoid the numerous perverts and argumentative types that my friend had invited and gorged myself on cupcakes and pastries (because we went the wrong way around the buffet and got embarrassed and only got sweet stuff)

but i paid for it the next day because i felt like my stomach was melting or something it hurt so bad but then i had a fry up and it was okay again

now it's just pompeii and this month is d o n e

Lyrics: early sunsets over monroeville / my chemical romance

So bottle up old love and throw it out to sea watch it away as you cry a year has passed the seasons go

yknow..this month is really full haha. i've got the visit day, a party, and then i'm going to pompeii..part of me thinks i'll be glad when it's all over because i like having time to myself hahaha

Lyrics: my paper heart / all american rejects

Maybe I'm a little bit over my head I come undone at the things he said and he's so funny in his bright red shirt we were all in love and we all got hurt

This week is gonna be dead weird and awkward I can tell

Basically on Wednesday I'm going to my first choice uni to see the campus and meet the professors and I'm well scared but excited and it's not a good situation hahaha

But I'm staying w/ my grandparents or 2 days because it's nearer to the uni

I love my nana and everything but staying at her house is exhausting in its own way she talks too much and most of it is the same thing again and again

And on Saturday I'm going to an 18th which I don't want to go to because it's fancy dress and I don't like fancy dress plus there was a fuck up with my original costume so I've had to hastily improvise on the internet and hope it all arrives in time

Lyrics: white houses / Vanessa carlton

I can't tell you how to live your life but I know how to live mine

Everyone on my Facebook friends list is planning holidays to malia and magaluf this year and me and my friends are going to Edinburgh I suppose in some ways that is abroad haha

But seriously I wouldn't go to those places they really don't appeal to me at all... I'd rather go somewhere with a load of history about it, history is my life in a lot of ways, I mean granted Knossos isn't far from malia but would I want to stay in malia itself? No. No, I wouldn't...

In better news, great British Bake off and pizza for tea, can't complain

Lyrics: boy in a rock and roll band / the pierces

Baby you make my heart beat faster

Discussions of Sunday and fancy dress parties with my best friends :D highlight of my day haha after 2 really boring lessons where nothing was achieved, so no we're being equally pointless...now my friend has pulled galaxy cookie crumble out of her bag ;)

Lyrics: beat your heart out / the distillers