I met a singer singing songs sat in that doorway I belonged with him just talking he was so beautiful there in my dreams I left my heart and my memories

sorry i haven't updated a) this blog and b) my story for ages, i went on holiday last saturday to angelsey where i had literally no internet access for over a week -.-

it was an eventful holiday, to say the least probs not the best holiday i've ever had, my granddad died on tuesday. my grandmother wanted us to stay on holiday though, but naturally it muted things a little bit. then i caught some kind of stomach bug and was ill for a few days.

i'm home now though, taking it easy..my cat veers from forgiving me for leaving her alone for a week and being all cute and nuzzly and then savaging my leg as a punishment

Lyrics: 30 minute love affair / paloma faith

If someone said three years from now you'd be long gone I'd stand up and punch them out because they're all wrong and that last kiss I'll cherish until we meet again and time makes it harder I wish I could remember but I keep your memory you visit me in my sleep my darling who knew

i feel so crappy atm i can't wait for college to be over..i actually have a cold or something it's one of those where you just feel nauseous every time you move but you can't be sick aside from that i feel all right but i'm just so tired and i can't concentrate on college work i just want to have nothing to worry about but my cat cupcakes stories reality television and work

that's it that's all i want

Lyrics: who knew / pink

You were sort of punk rock I grew up on hip hop but you fit me better than my favourite sweater and I know that love is mean and love hurts but I still remember that day we met in December

after italy the thought of aubergine just makes me feel sick

Lyrics: blue jeans / lana del rey

Late dawns and early sunsets just like my favourite scenes then holding hands and life was perfect just like upon the screen and the whole time while always giving counting your face amongst the living

oh yeah and i went to that party on saturday it was actually all right i was so surprised

i guess that 4 pints of cider and shots helped hahaha but yeah once i'd had something to drink i was okay tbh it was a miracle i got served i mean i am 18 but i forgot my i.d. and none of my friends could get served i was the only one who managed it w/o i.d. so i guess that the barmaids must have thought i was a right pisshead by the end of the night because i had to buy everyone's drinks for them

in total i must have bought like 8 pints of cider 3 jack daniels + cokes 4 rounds of shots and a wkd but i didn't drink all of it i suppose getting progressively more and more drunk every time i went back to the bar didn't help their impression of me

then i kept on spilling the drinks and did crazy enthusiastic dancing and sang a lot and kept on wanting to go to sleep on the toilet and fell off the sofa when i got home but all in all it was a good night

i even managed to avoid the numerous perverts and argumentative types that my friend had invited and gorged myself on cupcakes and pastries (because we went the wrong way around the buffet and got embarrassed and only got sweet stuff)

but i paid for it the next day because i felt like my stomach was melting or something it hurt so bad but then i had a fry up and it was okay again

now it's just pompeii and this month is d o n e

Lyrics: early sunsets over monroeville / my chemical romance

But there's really nothing nothing we can do love must be forgotten life can always start up anew

waiting for my dinner to cook i'm having feta on toast om nom nom :) i've also made myself a cup of tea with manuka honey again for my throat because i sound like an eighty year old chainsmoker lmao so i'll watch don't tell the bride until it's all done and i can eat and be happy

Lyrics: time to pretend / mgmt

Yes many loved before us I know that we are not new in city and in forest they smiled like me and you

feel so rough :( throat hurts, head is woozy, my stomach just feels on edge and i keep on feel like i'm going to be sick

i'm drinking a hot cup of tea with manuka honey and it seems to have helped a little so now i'm watching the only way is essex, i actually don't really like many of the people on it apart from joey, gemma, the twins, lauren g, chloe, and lucy.

oh my god i just looked up and realised that joey essex is actually on screen in a onesie wearing roller skates, what the hell

lucy is so pretty :x

Lyrics:

Lyrics: hey that's no way to say goodbye / leonard cohen