Put the grenade pin in your hand, so you understand who's boss, my defeat sleeps toe to toe with her success, oh, this is from, this is from, this is from Matilda

i got my a level results! i got a b in classics, a b in english language, and an a in english literature

obviously i wanted an a in classics but it was never meant to happen i don't think haha but yknow i'm really happy with what i've got and they've confirmed my place at uni too so i'm definitely going to live in wales in september :D

Lyrics: matilda / alt-j

But someone they should have warned you when things start splitting at the seams and now the whole thing's tumbling down things start splitting at the seams and now if things start splitting at the seams and now it's tumbling down hard

my exam yesterday went okay though i never thought i'd have to talk about keats' love for fanny in an exam

Lyrics: no one's gonna love you / band of horses

You wait for a silence I wait for a word lying next to your frame girl unobserved you change your position you're changing me casting these shadows where they shouldn't be

well now i feel nervous about this exam

tbh i don't like the exams in the afternoon it just gives you a day to worry and panic about the whole thing i know that in reality it's not going to be too bad but still..it's 2 and a half hours of analysing archaic first person determiners or something shit like that

Lyrics: the writer / ellie goulding

It started out with a kiss how did it end up like this it was only a kiss it was only a kiss

Considering I have an exam tomorrow I should probs go to sleep rather than lounging on my bed daydreaming..seriously it's weird I have no motivation to do something as easy as going to sleep..

Lyrics: mr brightside / the killers

Say a prayer to yourself he says close your eyes sometimes it helps and then I get a scary thought that he's here means he's never lost

probably should be revising for english language but i can't make myself do it..right now playing harvest moon is much more interesting i mean i got a chick yesterday and i've got tomatoes to water yknow

i've finished chapter 20 of 'star rising' but fictionpress isn't letting me log in sorry

Lyrics: russian roulette / rihanna

The looking glass so shiny and new how quickly the glamour fades I start spinning slipping out of time was that the wrong pill to take

spent all morning sticking post it notes with english language definitions on them so my thumbs are as sore as fuck haha

but never mind at least i have the phrase 'periphrastic do' stuck to my bedroom wall now..

i'm just having a little break before i start making some classics notes..again

Lyrics: rabbit heart (raise it up) / florence and the machine

So I'll admit that it all started as a scam because every girl wanted you and a year round tan we know you're old but you're kind you're rich and your heart is dicky yes I knew that you wanted me

i am so sick of college. i've basically done all of my coursework for literature and language but i went over the word limit for my literature thematic comparison by over 700 words and now i have to edit out those 700 words

i've cut it down to 450 but that's still way too much i need to reduce it to 2000..fuck i don't even know and i haven't even started to revise classics properly it's such a nightmare not happy :(

Lyrics: nice guy eddie / sleeper

But I'll get by without your smile I'll get through without you but I wish it was me you chose I wish it was me you chose

done my english notes, plan on carrying on with the next chapter of 'star rising' in a minute

i just had the fittest lunch ever it was a baked potato with gouda mmmm

Lyrics: elvis ain't dead / scouting for girls

She said don't don't let it go to your head boys like you are dime a dozen boys like you are dime a dozen she said you're a touch overrated you're a lush and I hate it but these grass stains on my knees they won't mean a thing

i am so looking forward to tomorrow

i get a lie in and then i'm going to finish my english notes as i watch bleach which i've already seen before so it doesn't matter if i don't watch it properly

but it's the english dubbed version which normally i don't like because they go for such cheesy american voices but that can be hilarious sometimes so that's all right just hope they don't dub the theme tune because that'd ruin it for me

then i'm going to work and that's a bit crap but what can i do

Lyrics: you're so last summer / taking back sunday

If I could turn back the hands of time I swear I never would have crossed that line I should have kept it between us but no I went and told the whole world how I feel

actually sat down and made some revision cards for english language haha

Lyrics: nobody's perfect / jessie j

The earth will turn we'll both be gone we're just another moment on the timeline of the history of Britain

this show is making me remember that i'm going to edinburgh in july to go ghost hunting with my friends lmao i will literally cry hahahaha i'm such a scaredy cat i really am i hope they don't do a yvette/karl and start going "THROW SOMETHING AT ME SHOW ME YOU EXIST!!! PUNCH ME!!" which is usually what the happy couple are reduced to when nothing is happening

i should be in college if i was i'd be preparing to go to english language to be bored to death but now i'm just scaring myself sat on my own at home

Lyrics: history of britain / emmy the great

When you act like a man who is cross with every woman he's never had if it's true looks could kill and you will be the first to make me mad then you'll have to go

although i've got coursework and homework to do i'm not doing it today i'm going shopping with my mother for no reason even though the place we're going only takes about an hour to walk around haha i'm looking forward to it though and it'll get me out of the house.

anything is better than analysing my coursework and writing about mutinies in the roman empire following tiberius' accession to emperor. yknow. but i'll have to do it eventually i guess probs tomorrow if i can be bothered and maybe if i get back early enough i can do it today

but i really don't care as much as i should, which isn't looking good for my education

Lyrics: if looks could kill / camera obscura

I still hold your hand in mine in mine while you're asleep

I tried to stop my tights from laddering further so now I have nail varnish on my legs :(

Today should be boring two hour and a half lessons in a row, and English coursework. Then cleaning

I wish that college was easier.

Lyrics: goodbye my lover / James blunt