So I'll admit that it all started as a scam because every girl wanted you and a year round tan we know you're old but you're kind you're rich and your heart is dicky yes I knew that you wanted me

i am so sick of college. i've basically done all of my coursework for literature and language but i went over the word limit for my literature thematic comparison by over 700 words and now i have to edit out those 700 words

i've cut it down to 450 but that's still way too much i need to reduce it to 2000..fuck i don't even know and i haven't even started to revise classics properly it's such a nightmare not happy :(

Lyrics: nice guy eddie / sleeper

Elegant clothes you want to be seen with her under your tweeds you sweat like a teenager begging you to sit for a portrait on the wall to hang in the dark of some parliamentary hall

yknow that list of things to do i made before?

yeah i didn't do any of it

i'm too lazy for my own good

now i'm off to work cba

Lyrics: ottoman / vampire weekend

But it was not your fault but mine and it was your heart on the line I really fucked it up this time didn't I my dear didn't I my dear

today i have to get past papers off my english teacher, write an essay for classics, work on my literature homework..try and read some tacitus possibly hopefully if it all goes to plan

Lyrics: little lion man / mumford and sons

Behind every tree is a cutting machine and a kite fallen from grace inside every man is a heart of sand you can see it in his face

oh and i finished reading 'vile bodies' on thursday..

i really enjoyed it, it was better than i expected and i loved the matter of fact style it was written in, plus there were some hilarious moments that actually made me cry laughing.

but i also found the storyline quite disappointing..i don't know i'm such a lover of happy endings and i knew that it wouldn't have a happy ending because i'd read enough about it, but i didn't expect to feel so disappointed? i also didn't expect to dislike nina as much as i did. i also didn't realise that agatha runcible would end up the way that she did i found the scenes with her very poignant and distressing to read, a definite contrast with the rest of the novel.

overall i really enjoyed reading it but i don't think that i'd read it again. i'm glad i've read it however, now i just have to analyse it for coursework haha

Lyrics: The captain and hourglass / laura marling

I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness and a wandering eye and a heaviness in my head but don't your remember

i've decided and commenced on reading 'vile bodies' for my english lit coursework, hopefully comparing it to ts eliot poems

it was either that or reading alice's adventures in wonderland which obviously i am not opposed to doing again hahaha

Lyrics: don't you remember / adele

Bleaching your teeth smiling flash talking trash under your breath bleaching your teeth smiling flash talking trash under my window

day off today and i'm sat around waiting for a package to arrive that i missed everyday last week i think that it's my dress and boots hopefully or it might be the book i need for coursework

i'm hoping for the dress and boots if i'm honest..

Lyrics: anthems for a 17 year old girl / broken social scene

When you act like a man who is cross with every woman he's never had if it's true looks could kill and you will be the first to make me mad then you'll have to go

although i've got coursework and homework to do i'm not doing it today i'm going shopping with my mother for no reason even though the place we're going only takes about an hour to walk around haha i'm looking forward to it though and it'll get me out of the house.

anything is better than analysing my coursework and writing about mutinies in the roman empire following tiberius' accession to emperor. yknow. but i'll have to do it eventually i guess probs tomorrow if i can be bothered and maybe if i get back early enough i can do it today

but i really don't care as much as i should, which isn't looking good for my education

Lyrics: if looks could kill / camera obscura