Now I am so lonely, it's the two of you; with his Abercrombie, he's so fucking cool

i'm in the middle of writing the epilogue for 'star rising' i seriously can't believe that the star book series is nearly over, it feels like i've only just started writing it haha..i hope to finish it and upload it by the end of today, then i can start planning my next story properly

Lyrics: boyfriend / schoolyard heroes

Honey I will stitch you darling I will fit you in my heart honey I will meet you darling I will keep you in my heart

so ridiculously bored and i've hit another block with the next chapter of 'star rising' it doesn't want to be written :( obviously i'll do my best to try and get it done within the next day or so because i want to move on to the next chapter

Lyrics: day too soon / sia

How can I begin again how can I try to love someone new someone who isn't you how can our love be true when I'm not over you I guess you know by now that we will meet again somehow

right now i wish i could upload my stories from my phone because fictionpress lets me log in on my phone but not on the computer fuck sake it's all written and ready..i'm just going to start writing the next chapter grrr

Lyrics: how / regina spektor

Say a prayer to yourself he says close your eyes sometimes it helps and then I get a scary thought that he's here means he's never lost

probably should be revising for english language but i can't make myself do it..right now playing harvest moon is much more interesting i mean i got a chick yesterday and i've got tomatoes to water yknow

i've finished chapter 20 of 'star rising' but fictionpress isn't letting me log in sorry

Lyrics: russian roulette / rihanna

I want to be drunk when I wake up on the right side of the wrong bed and every excuse I made up tell you the truth what didn't kill me it didn't make me stronger at all

sorry i haven't updated 'star rising' in a while, my classics exams were on tuesday and thursday and i've pretty much been revising since then what with work and everything i haven't had the energy motivation or clarity of mind to actually sit down and write a story because whenever i tried the attempts have been shit

but now classics is done i'm not struggling as much with other subjects so i might have time to write more often

Lyrics: drunk / ed sheeran

Feet don't fail me now take me to the finish line oh my heart it breaks every step that I take

you know, i'm still bored

i'm going to write in a minute but i'm kind of struggling with the next chapter..it's all right but it's just very wordy not a lot of action but it can't really be helped unfortunately

so i might just crack on with that and get it somewhere near to finished before i go on the sims medieval haha

Lyrics: born to die / lana del rey

There are certain people you just keep coming back to she is right in front of you

chapter 9 is up now starting chapter 10 i find that jeremy kyle is a huge influence on ilisa and her family life

Lyrics: all at once / the fray

If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell

i am so ridiculously unbelievably tired :( still revising haha on one of my 10 minute breaks atm...i'm on a roll though almost wish i didn't take a break because i was just getting into it haha, i might even get started on faustus tonight if i hurry upppp

waiting for my tea i'm hungry too and it feels much later than it is.

ALSO i don't know if i will update 'star rising' for a while...until my exam is over. i really just want to focus on this revision and learning my quotes and stuff. it's gonna be hard lol, everything in me is screaming to write the next chapter hahaha

right so, on a high note, macbeth is really inspiring that story idea i had a while ago lol. so is the song 'kissing you goodbye' by the pierces.

s'allgood.

Lyrics: gives you hell / the all american rejects