Used to be one of the rotten ones, and I liked you for that. Now you're all gone, got your make up on and you're not coming back. Bleaching your teeth, smiling flash, talking trash, under your breath, bleaching your teeth, smiling flash, talking trash, under my window..Park that car, drop that phone, sleep on the floor, dream about me

also i'm rereading harry potter

ysee i couldn't sleep on saturday night i was just wide awake and i felt quite nervous but idk why so i got out harry potter and the philosopher's stone and just started to read it..i love rereading books but especially harry potter ones because it's like going back to childhood it's like putting on a comfy pair of shoes or drinking a cup of hot chocolate it's soothing and reassuring because i know the words inside out and i'm really enjoying it

i forgot how magic harry potter can be i know that sounds silly but it's like going to another world

Lyrics: anthems for a 17 year old girl / broken social scene

I am an arrow with no direction my life your tarot my picture your fate I'm your becoming so I'll always be nothing if I ever break away from you that day forth you'll be living my hate

haha my exam is tomorrow and i cannot revise anymore because it isn't going in and it doesn't make sense and tbh i can't be bothered in this weather it is too hot my mind feels like a mush and my legs have died, i'll just have to wait and see what the question is and not think about it i just need to r e l a x

Lyrics: useless / imogen heap

I'm tired of waiting I'm tired of thinking and it feels like jealousy and it feels like I can't breathe and I'm on down on my knees and it feels like jealousy

had another lazy day today i woke up late sorted out the excess of clothes in my wardrobe watched some TV with my dad whilst i worked on my classics notes, then i had a lie down before a really hot bath listening to soothy music..it's been really chilled out and now i'm watching 'monk' with my mum as i write the next chapter of 'star rising'

ahhhh happy

Lyrics: jealousy / will young