But that's how it's got to be it's coming down to nothing more than apathy I'd rather run the other way than stay and see the smoke and who's still standing when it clears

is it bad that watching car crashes on jeremy kyle makes me feel better about myself as a person? i mean, i'm a virgin with laughable experience with boys but that's not such a bad thing when you look at these girls having DNA tests on their 7 children with 12 potential fathers who hate their mothers and may have had chlamydia at some point in their lives..at least i'm happy

Lyrics: over my head (cable car) / the fray

You want to make me sick you want to lick my wounds don't you baby you want the badge of honour when you save my hide but you're the one in the way of the day of doom baby if you need my shame to reclaim your pride

i'm actually quite enjoying 'fifty shades of grey'..i mean it's the sort of thing i read kind of but as i've established i didn't realise that it had such a strong bdsm element so it was a bit more yknow hardcore (lol) than i was expecting it to be but i don't really mind it's actually quite interesting in its own way

i just find it strange that it's become like a phenomena..the content is quite graphic and i know that like erotic romance fiction has been around for years and i know that loads of women read it but the writers never really get any acknowledgement so when i saw the writer on lorraine one morning i thought it must be tame and they were exaggerating how naughty it was

but they weren't. it's pretty naughty. there's a room of pain.

still i quite like it haha..i have like one friend that would probably enjoy it so i might reccomend it to her but the rest would be like 'omg i can't believe you!!' if they knew i was reading it

Lyrics: limp / fiona apple

I got my red dress on tonight dancing in the dark in the pale moonlight got my hair up real big beauty queen style high heels off I'm feeling alive

i bought 'fifty shades of grey' and it arrived today..and then..yknow i knew it was girl porn but i didn't think it was THAT girl porny but when i saw the phrase Dom/sub i was like 'okay so that was unexpected'

Lyrics: summertime sadness / lana del rey

Who do you think you are running around leaving scars collecting your jar of hearts and tearing love apart

so like i went on this person's blog who goes to my college and..i was like whoa anal sex? just there on the first page just casually there..i didn't really know how to respond to it so i was about to shut down the window

then i realised that my dad was just stood behind me and i panicked and there was just this picture and it was so awkward you have no idea

Lyrics: jar of hearts / christina perri

Could we fix you if you broke and is your punch line just a joke

Just seen an advert for a sex chatline offering women over sixty, wtf. bit creeped out by that

Don't want to go to college it's too much effort, cba with any lesson at all. Or people at college haha

Lyrics: speechless / lady gaga