I wait in the rain but I don't complain because I wait for you I don't feel pain you're like novocaine and I got you

sorry for the depression of the last post.

it just gets on top of me sometimes and i have to vent but when i vent out loud to family i get dead upset and they don't necessarily take it seriously they just say hormones etc.

but that's not important i'm over it now..

Lyrics: always you / ingrid michaelson

And I think that I like her because she tells me things I don't want to hear medicinal tongue in my ear

it's just hit me that this year i start university. i'll be moving away from my home family and friends and moving to a completely different place, like four hours away from home and that's really scary i'm generally not a people person i can be very socially awkward unless i feel completely 100% comfortable around them and that really scares me

i'll be living in residence so meeting new people will be vital haha and there's like parties and stuff and i'm not a party getting drunk sort of person i'm quite reserved and like to sit in writing more than anything tbh but i know i'll have to deal with it or be alone for 3 years at uni

it's just really freaky this time next year i won't be living at home :( i won't be able to see my parents or my brothers everyday or play with my cat or just pop round to my friends houses to watch films and talk about people

weird and to top it off i'm 20 next year and i can't decide which is worse lmao

Lyrics: masochist / ingrid michaelson

Someone took you out of my arms still I feel the thrill of your charms

Long weekend this feel like I haven't slept at all! Been up early today to go shopping w/ my friends cos I got paid on Friday spent most of it now lol got a couple of jumpers, some leggings and jewellery and pyjamas...still about £20 left, £10 of which I might use for Internet shopping haha


Lyrics: I'll see you in my dreams / ingrid michaelson

I'm sorry I can't steal you I'm sorry I can't stay so I put band aids on your knees and watch you fly away

Can't believe I'm sitting an exam tomorrow and I haven't even read the texts since last June. Thank god its an open book exam, my last chance to do one if those haha.

I had to steal the books from the English room today the teacher wasn't impressed, he was all "how have you been revising without the books?" which is a fair comment I guess but I just said I had notes left from last year and he seemed to believe me...

Tomorrow is gonna be such a long day, exam at 9 till 11 then lessons till half 4 then walk home then in work at 6, finish at 8 and done...yeahhh I need my sleep now :P

Lyrics: a bird's song / ingrid michaelson