I shall never grow up make believe is much too fun this place is so lovely it kind of makes me very happy let's go far away to the humming meadow

Lyrics: brightly wound / eisley

Scar tissue that I wish you saw sarcastic mister know it all close your eyes and I'll kiss you because with the birds I'll share this lonely view

i bought a notebook from paperchase on saturday it cost me £10 but it was so pretty and it has birds on the front and birdcages and it's blue and pink and yellow and i really like it i nearly bought one that had hand stitched bunting on the front but i thought hey i can always get that another time

i wanted it to write notes for a story i'm dreaming up in my head..it's coming to me in bits and pieces and i'm not forcing it i'm just letting it all come naturally and making notes when they come to me and i'm not being too fussy about the presentation because after all no one is going to see it but me

hopefully it will come to something..i mean i'm pretty excited about it atm because the ideas i'm coming up with are very interesting to me and combine a lot of things i like, it's not something i'd post online though..just something for me haha

Lyrics: scar tissue / red hot chili peppers

There's a moment to seize every time that we meet but you always keep passing me by but you never were and you never will be mine

i've never mentioned this before but i have a whole series of characters in my head that i've never written about but i've got a bunch of word documents and notepads about them

they're one massive family which has now evolved to their friends business acquaintances another huge family and i know them all so well they have branched out into different generations

and every person has their own story that i know in detail..there's like 200 of them as well and this even branches out into other things like i can adapt them, i even know what the characters would be like if they were a teen story, what they'd be like if they were a romance novel, if they were in a werewolf story..

i've just never actually written their stories apart from little details summaries etc they're kept in my head

Lyrics: be mine / robyn

One last thing before I quit I never wanted anymore than I could fit into my head I still remember every single word you said and all the shit that somehow came along with it still there's one thing that comforts me since I was always caged and now I'm free

isn't it weird when you see someone and immediately think you look like that character i invented?

it doesn't happen to me often but sometimes it just does, i was on my friend's fb and she's friends with this lad she knows from primary and i saw a photograph of him smiling and i was like whoa

Lyrics: monkey wrench / foo fighters