If you want to come back it's all right it's all right it's all right if you want to come back to me well I don't want to see you with another guy but the fact is that I may that's what all the friends I do not like as much as you say

i want to get a tattoo so badly :( i've got loads of ideas i just don't know which one to get first and there's a tattoo i want well i know what i want to remember through it i just don't know what to get, i don't want it to be too miserable you know i don't want to dwell on the negatives i want it to be a good one you know..a nice one

i've also been thinking about another tattoo because like my grandfather basically raised me he looked after me every single day when i was little he taught me how to read and write and played with me and he did so much and helped my parents out when they had to work and we were so close, then i grew up into a teenager and wouldn't see him as much because i didn't want to go round to his house and now he's getting older and he's losing his memory a little i feel so guilty, i try and see him as much as i can now

i just want something for him, i know it won't mean much to him but it's important to me. when i was little these two blackbirds used to nest in his garden and he called them mr and mrs blackbird and i'd love to have a pair of them tattooed, a male and a female, but i'm just worried that they'd be too dark :/ but there's some colour in there, i mean a male blackbird has such a bright yellow beak and eyes..i know that some tattoo artists would do it perfectly though with so much detail that you could see the light shining off the feathers

i'll just have to see i suppose

Lyrics: if you wanna / the vaccines

Scar tissue that I wish you saw sarcastic mister know it all close your eyes and I'll kiss you because with the birds I'll share this lonely view

i bought a notebook from paperchase on saturday it cost me £10 but it was so pretty and it has birds on the front and birdcages and it's blue and pink and yellow and i really like it i nearly bought one that had hand stitched bunting on the front but i thought hey i can always get that another time

i wanted it to write notes for a story i'm dreaming up in my head..it's coming to me in bits and pieces and i'm not forcing it i'm just letting it all come naturally and making notes when they come to me and i'm not being too fussy about the presentation because after all no one is going to see it but me

hopefully it will come to something..i mean i'm pretty excited about it atm because the ideas i'm coming up with are very interesting to me and combine a lot of things i like, it's not something i'd post online though..just something for me haha

Lyrics: scar tissue / red hot chili peppers