Wait! They don't love you like I love you...

saturday i woke up at 1

was lazy for most of the day

went to watch the footie team play

bought my mum a birthday present

watched the norwich v man u match in the pub

learned that a girl on campus had committed suicide

learned i kind of knew her

stayed in all night

Lyrics: maps / yeah yeah yeahs

I am a dash and you are a dot when will you see that I am all that you've got I'm a binary code that you cracked long ago but to you I'm just a novel that you wish you'd never wrote

so tired :( an extra hour is a nightmare plus the floors i was doing were bigger than mine, more bins etc and i had an allergic reaction to some mould on a bin and i had to put some cream on it and then this werid guy on one of the floors was trying to get me to put some coffee on it and i was like, no why would i, and then my supervisor came over and with the allergy cream it's gone down now thankfully

one of my piercings is really badly infected there's like a boil on it and it's not pretty i'm going to see the doctor and pray he doesn't tell me to take out the piercing..and i'm really hungry so tbh i'm not in the best of moods right now

Lyrics: academia / sia

Summertime made promises it knew it couldn't keep the fairytale was climbing up a mountain far too steep colouring the pictures with your royal hands now I am craving heartbreak while you're making your demands

i feel really tense and stressed :/ like literally my body feels all wired and i don't know why! i feel like i can't relax and i keep on getting dead angry over the slightest of things literally my parents were just eating their tea and the noise sounded so freaking loud and vile i wanted to hit one of them..i don't even know why i feel like this either it must be nervousness over exams or something i just don't know how to get rid of it

Lyrics: calm like you / the last shadow puppets

I thought I held the world in my hands until it broke my heart

I'm in a generally good kinda mood but my friend T is being grumpy as per usual, and it's really annoying me it's not fair that she takes out her temper on me and our friend H, she pushes everyone away and then blames us like it's our fault..it leaves us scared to do anything in case we offend her, we're constantly walking on eggshells where she is concerned and I'm sick of it.

Lyrics: card house dreamer / this providence

Hot tempered with the shortest fuse you're such a mess with an attitude

One of my friends is being reallllly grumpy and it pisses me off she's taking it out on us when all that went wrong was a college printer won't work

Lyrics: I want you / Kelly clarkson