I can't stand the things that you do when you're fooling around I don't care if you don't want me because I'm yours yours yours anyhow yeah yours yours yours I can't stand your fooling around if I can't have you no one will

on friday i went to an indoor ski slope for my friend's birthday and we went on sledges and went tubing and a couple of people went on the luge..it was pretty fun but my leggings got soaked and it was freezing it started to sting and hurt and other people were cold so we left it slightly early and went and got hot chocolates and bizarrely ice cream whilst we waited for lifts

and then yesterday my brother and his wife came over to celebrate their first wedding anniversary and it was a lovely evening and we discussed their move to pembroke and they showed us photographs of the house they're going to rent and the beaches nearby and it looked lovely

today we're being realllly lazy i bought a book yesterday with loads of biscuit recipes so i'm going ot make some jam roly poly biscuits :)

Lyrics: i put a spell on you / nina simone

I laugh I feel I make believe it's real I fall I freeze I pray down on my knees I hope I stand I take it like a man I try as hard as I can

when i'm getting engaged i hope my fiance never ever ever takes me to prestons of bolton the advert depresses me for some reason i'm sure it's nice and everything but still it's where my dad took his first fiancee for her engagement ring

ysee my parents were engaged to other people before they met each other, and then when they did meet they both sold their engagement rings to fund a night out where they got completely drunk and probably conceived my older brother haha they were together for 3 months before she got pregnant and they married after he was born but 25 years later they're still happily married

and he never took her to prestons of bolton

Lyrics: am i not pretty enough / kasey chambers

If you could only see the beast you've made of me I held it in but now it seems you've set it running free the saints can't help me now the ropes have been unbound I hunt for you with bloody feet across the hallowed ground

oh yeah and the other night i had a dream i was getting married at 18 to this man my parents didn't approve of i never saw him in the dream but i knew he was a dead intense masculine possessive type with hidden secrets involved somehow in magic..and we were getting married in this old castle place and the aisle was this thin strip of stone going over a drop filled with blue flames leading to this ancient altar

this side of the dream was really cool but the other side, not so much because my mum bought my wedding dress and basically it looked like an amercian flag red white and blue and i hated it but she called me an ungrateful bitch when i said i didn't want to wear it plus she packed the wrong shoes

there was a general feeling that the wedding was all a bit shotgun and shouldn't be happening but i didn't care because even though this man i was marrying scared me a little i loved him so much

dreams are so weird

Lyrics: howl / florence and the machine

You always say your name like I wouldn't know it's you at your most beautiful I've found a way to make you I've found a way a way to make you smile

women on don't tell the bride are such bitches

oh and the lyrics are from my brother's wedding song :)

Lyrics: at my most beautiful / rem