I don't want to let you know your heart's an attraction, but I know what you're looking for, it's me you're waiting for, you're not allowed to live anymore

ugh i keep on thinking about uni and it's scary and i don't like it and i don't like thinking about being alone there or having to get the train home after getting a bus somewhere I DON'T LIKE BUSES

gah

i don't know anymore

sometimes i wish i'd just gone to the university nearest to me

it would have been soooo much easier

Lyrics: a whole child ago / biffy clyro

Sitting in a wishing hole hoping it stays dry feet cast in solid stone I've got Gilligan's eyes I still believe it's you and me till the end of time

in only a matter of months i will no longer live in the north of england. if everything goes to plan i shall be living in another part of the united kingdom with no family and no friends to fall back on. i will have to fend for myself, meet new people, and actually socialise. everything is going to change.

i'm trying to pretend it's not going to happen but it is and that's fucking scary i'm not a sociable person i'm a nice person but i find it really hard to talk to people. everyone says that i will get used to it and i'll have to make new friends to get by but i can't help but be scared that i'll be by myself and i won't make friends everyone will hate me and i'll be alone for the rest of my life

but maybe that's just a bit silly haha..its just weird i'm very settled and happy in the life i'm living at the moment as boring as it can be and the fact it will change scares me so much

Lyrics: many of horror / biffy clyro