You're going to reap just what you sow

I need to vent about things that are making me angry atm it's basically my family, on my mums side I have 3 cousins who I have very low opinions of, one of them is a lying thief, one refuses to acknowledge us as family because he hasnt seen his dad in 8 years and the other one is just so indifferent to the rest of us and it hit me that I could walk past any of them in the street and they wouldnt recognise me but I would know them, it's weird and upsetting because I remember how close my brothers and I used to be

And then I start thinking about horrible things like my grandad isn't well and he collapsed near new year and I thought he was dying and I thought I don't want any of them to be at the funeral they clearly don't care about any of us let alone him and you know if they dared to try and get in on inheritance I would probably hit one of them

Because that's what they're like they'll see themselves as being entitled to it just because of blood relations but they aren't there for him they don't help clean his house or do his garden or sit with him while he repeats himself five or six times or sit in a hospital waiting room whilst he's in intensive care, they basically ignore him.

And who needs family like that?

Lyrics: perfect day / Lou reed